If Jesus were coming to my home for dinner I would make ham, cheesy potatoes, green bean casserole, dinner rolls deviled eggs, salad, sweet tea , soda ,water.

 what would I talk to Jesus about ?

what more could I do in my life to be what he wants me to be ,I would want to know why innocent children are molested?

 why growing up trusting and believing in him, being saved baptized born again Christian living the best she can by the bible, would you not save me from the abuse, cheating and lying and beatings in the marriage ? the only thing good from the marriage was my children.

  Why is it that the people that steal cheat and lie have everything ? and those of us who are honest and hard working always seem to struggle to get by

what more as a Christian can I do lord ?  seems like the last four people I   have helped have taken my kindness for weakness and just take advantage of me I don’t mind helping people lord I would give the shirt off my back to anyone that needed it, so many just take the kindness to a level where I don’t trust people .

 people always say give it all to Jesus and he will take care of it but that doesn’t happen and it can make one wonder if there really a god

  I don’t pray what I want and most times I pray for others to have the things they need and to be free of sickness and for ones to be free of there addiction I prayer for the babies born to  addicted moms to be free of drugs and pain.

  I’m sorry Jesus for all you endured for us I cry thinking of the things that were done to you and they the way you suffered.

recipe for cheesy potatoes

16oz sour cream

1 can cream of chicken soup

1 can cream of celery soup

1 stick of butter

1 small onion

1 bag frozen southern style hash browns

3 cups shredded cheese sharp or mild cheddar

salt and pepper to taste

melt butter add sour cream both soups chopped onion salt and pepper

half of the cheese in a large bowl add potatoes mix well

put into pyrex cake pan cover top with the rest of the cheese

place in  oven at 350 usually about 45 mins or until cheese is golden brown and potatoes are soft.